Saturday, August 08, 2009

I will always love you...

I will always remember this date...26th JULY 2009.

This is the date when Abah passed away...peacefully...at 8am in his own bed.

Now, I will never hear him calling my name.
Will never see him watching CNN or Discovery Channel...or reading newspaper.
Will never hear his word of advice.
Will never see him playing with his grandsons.
Will never see him sending us to work at the frontgate...together with Mak.
Will never see him jog in the morning..or gardening in the evening...or going to the surau.
I will never hear his laughter..or jokes...or merely his voice.

All that is left is his photos...his handwriting...the clothes that he wears...and all the good memories of Abah...

I miss him...dearly...

Abah, I will always love you...forever and ever...
I wish I could tell you this before you leave...

5 comments:

Nathasa said...

Innalillah..Semoga roh abah akak ditempatkan bersama orang2 yg beriman.

-Nathasa-
Your silent reader cum junior kat mrsmkt & anggerik-

aisha said...

inalillah... takziah akak..

Mommy Ummar said...

Innalillah...

takziah. Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat.
Ija, I understand ur feeling.
A father will always remain as hero figure.

You take care. And take good rest

Zaitul said...

takziah dear...be strong ok and take care :)

emly2175 said...

Speechless to say something for u dear. All I know, I feel for you as silent & sudden illness that caused our loved one's death is really painful than a prolong illness. At least a long illness makes everyone prepared with the outcomes..